Hello
Church-ed at lighthouse yesterday,
there was no preaching as it was prayer emphasis day,
all they did was praying
i dozed off but mum nudged me.
anyway they also had the annointing of H1N1,
dnt knw why they like t film pic of us, doing the procedure
so there was diff part, when it came t me, the camera was on me!
AHHH. -.-
bt i jus closed my eyes and all
craving for the lunch meal i had yesterday
curry fish head plus extra sambal,
i literally drank the soup and had a top up
and THREE plates of CHILI PADI.
spicy and hot, bt it cannot be compared to my heart,
thn it alr burnt
YUM

anyway last fri was hectic,
received a text from Venezia ice cream,
asking me to go down for interview
i replied and say cannot,
bt end up i text mum abt it and she allow me t go
lab lesson ended super early, it only laste fr 30mins
ng called me twice and text me,
went t meet her at sembawang,
 chilled at starbucks til like 7plus
went over t bugis, yvonne was there too.
bought food to haz's hse,
stayed over!!
anyway stayed over 4 friends houses
for the week last week,
there were quite a bit of events fr the week
and actually spent 100bucks fr the week
i knw t some of u is nthg, bt the thing is,
i saved it. and nw its goned.
sigh,
I NEED WORK YO!
saki gave me 5days of work, at JURONG PT
wahlao of all places, where am i gonna stay thn, SIGH.

i'm glad u texted me, bt u were so cold.
i think i'm giving up,
i can hardly cope w all tht is happening nw
)':

tears well up when i read it on sat morning,
my dearest ain, would switch on the light as it was dark
lucky she didnt notice anything.
mind was in mess.
yeah its my fault, everything is,
the state tht i am in, is all my doings.
so tht's it

i jus waiting to slowly _____ my life off.

bye world.














All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away no
You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no

(User) posted @ 8:17 PM